Weekend. . .
Well lets see what did we do this weekend. . . .
On Saturday we went to my brother, Bobby's house and visited and cared for my dad, he was not having that good of a day, all he did was whistle and sleep, I could not get him to take his medicine and or eat. It seems like he is like this a lot lately and it makes me sad. I think that he is giving up and is ready to go home to heaven. Although this makes me emotional I also have a peace about it because I know in my heart that he would not want to be here like this. Does that sound cold or heartless?? I hope not I just remember how independent he was and how proud he was and I know he would not want this if he was in his right mind. . . .Do you think that is way he refuses he medicine so much?? . . . . I love my dad don't get me wrong I just hate seeing him like this.
Well after that we went home and the girls got their scooters and we went to the park for them to ride around some. . . . .
Then we got a call from Eric and mom and him were out to eat at Chinese and they had a discount going on for kids 3-10 only 1.99 well you can't even buy a happy meal for that so we went out and joined them. . .and of course overate . . . we came home and watched movies and cuddled on the couch. . . . .
Sunday. .
We had two services today for church, a church across town and ours was doing an exchange service were our preacher preaches at theirs and then their preacher preaches at ours.. . . .it was a good thing but our church gets pretty loud and I don't think they had seen one like that. . LOL. . . It was very moving how the spirit flowed and people got ministered to. WE had FOUR get baptised in the name of JESUS CHRIST today so all in all I think today was a great day!
Monday Mishaps . . . .
Well today we overslept and had to hurry to get to work on time and get things done it was a crazy morning with none of us wanting to move. . .
Then after morning route I got a call from my work and the school had called and cancelled one of the summer explorers buses so I got cut. . This means that I will be without a job for 2 months no income whatsoever. . .because my kid's dad also called to let me know that his unemployment was up and I would not be getting any more child support until he found a job. . . on top of that I took my camera back to walmart to try and exchange it were Feather broke it and because I had the warranty I thought that everything would be OK. . . wrong they would not exchange it they said I would have to call the maker of it . . .. the kids just kept fighting too. . so to say the least I was in tears and ready to snap. . . Then here it came. . I got home and I forgot to put up our dog when we left because I was so upset and she had tore trash up all over the house !! AAAAAHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!! I screamed and yelled and cried and everything all at once I just had a BAD day today!!
The girls though God Bless Them . . tried to make mommy's day better they stopped arguing and went in and cleaned their room and then helped me with the living room, dining room, some of the kitchen. . .Then they played sweetly with each other and let mommy have some alone time. . .Then they got a trash bag and went and cleaned out my car! Yeah how sweet of them huh?? So yes I am freaked out and worried about how I am going to pay my bills, get their school stuff, and just everything but I know that God will provide. . . . . but I am human and probably will have breakdowns all summer long until I know things will work out. .
Any Prayers you can send are NEEDED. Thanks everyone
Love Lucky, Purity, and Serenity
This video is very graphic!! but it made me think how small my problems are and how great my God is and what he endured for me is so amazing and I just thank him everyday and know that is did that so I would not suffer but have ever lasting life, so if he did that much for me already I know that he will not let me fall now and will provide my every need. . . Thank you Lord . .I love you and will put my trust in you !
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I am so sad about all of the struggles that you are going through right now, Lucky. When we are in the throws of a time when Satan is doing everything he can to hurt our family... IT IS HARD. You know, sometimes when my faith is the strongest, Satan is the meanest. I know you know this, but just pray to God and ask him to make Satan GO AWAY! I wish that I could fix this, but it isn't possible for me to do. Besides that, you wouldn't want what I could do compared to what the Lord will do. I am here though.... I can offer you that! I love you and I'm praying for you. I am also very anxious to see how God is going to work in your life right now. I like the song, too. Take a listen to this song on youtube... It is one of my very favorites right now. Be Still... and know that I am here! So comforting... Be Still by Storyside B
ReplyDeleteLove you!!!!!!!!!
Oh my God Shirley You don't know how much your comment gave me shivers right now.
ReplyDeleteLast night in prayer I thought I heard God say "Be Still I am Here" and then you said that in your comment. WOW what a conformation of God is that!! Thank you for your continued prayers I know God will work this out and I will be sure to blog about it when he does and give the Lord ALL the glory.
Love ya Lucky
I LOVE it when that happens. I am stubborn sometimes, and I always use to think that everyone could hear God but me. It was a horrible feeling. Thankfully, He let me know that He was talking, and I just wasn't listening. There is a HUGE difference in not hearing Him and not listening to Him. I am a type A all the way... I feel like in order for my life to go right, I have to be in control. WRONG... I am so happy that God changed my heart, and just simply relieved me of that pressure. I do fall back into it from time to time, but I am telling you that I hear God now more than I ever have. All that just to say that... I am humbled that the Lord would use my words to confirm your feelings. WOW! I'm so ordinary and unworthy. Thank you for telling me this.... You gave me "shivers" too. Love you!
ReplyDeleteShirley,
ReplyDeleteWe are all unworthy but you are far from ordinary you are a child of God that loves him and is following after him, to me that makes you Special! A wonderful work of God that is what you are and if you allow him to take control of everything he will do wonderful things in your life. I am working on that now, being a single mom I tend to try and control everything because it all the responsibilities usually fall on my shoulders, but I have recently relized that if I would just let him he will lift the load and carry me to new and great levels of life.